Thu, Jul-22-04, 12:24
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Senior Member
Posts: 187
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Plan: atkins nutritional
Stats: 140//
BF:
Progress: 0%
Location: Wisconsin
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I am new....getting out of the eating disorder ways
Hello. I am Emmy. I usually don't go right out and tell people much about my issues with eating in the past, but this forum seems to be really supportive. I was anorexic my junior year of high school (it began before that, but that is when it was rock bottum for me). I am "better", although I think it is something that I will always struggle with. I am doing atkins now as a way to get myself out of the anorexic funk that I am stuck in. my e.d. has told me that I can only eat safe foods like fruits and veggies....only low cal, no fat! After 3 years of living like this...which makes it hard to go out with friends or to family things...I am getting fed up and I want to change but I cannot do it. In a way, Atkins is my license to eat all of these things I have been denying myself of. I ate eggs, beef sticks, chicken breast and things like that for the first time in a while. I am trying hard not to feel guilty about it. On Atkins, fat is okay, but when you have an E.D. fat is the devil, so that is pretty weird getting used to. Tonight we are having turkey burgers. The last time I had a burger was my junior year of high school! I hope this makes sense what I told you all. I am looking forward to getting to know you all and talking with you on this forum! God Bless!
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