I know this feeling all to well. It's hard to lose so much weight and still know that you have so far to go and that anyone meeting you today would just think of you as fat, not knowing anything about all you've struggled to accomplish. I know I've come a long way and look/feel a lot better but, there are still days when I feel like I'm not making much progress at all. Then again, being at this size for the last 5 months really isn't helping my mood any some days. Most times I try to be pragmatic about it but, sometimes it just sux!