I have not been good this week. My Grandpa died Tuesday, so all of my brothers and sisters and I got together and went to IHOP to talk and drink coffee. My 3 brothers decided they wanted to eat breakfast, 2 of my sisters and my sister in law had breakfast, so I decided, what the heck, and I ordered one of the specials, with the 2 eggs, 2 bacon strips, 2 sausages, etc. Well, it also comes with 2 pancakes, which Nick was going to eat, but I ended up eating them, and then I was just feeling depressed all day, and with all of the company in the house it is just easier to cook potatoes than anything else, so I did that, and the church people started bringing food to Dad's house and I ate potato salad here, and chocolate cake there, and now I am afraid to see how much weight I have gained.

Plus, I have a big test tomorrow that I do not feel prepared for. I need to pass it for my job, and I just am not confident!!

So I have the depression cycle going on now, with being depressed because I ate too much, so I eat more because I am drpressed that I ate too much.

I am back at work today and I have been really good so far, I had my CURVES protein shake for breakfast, and I brought a salad for lunch, and I have a PRIA bar for snack at 3:30. I don't know about supper yet, but will probably make fish, since I have some in the freezer.

ACK!!

I am glad I got online today though, because I have been reading posts and they have been making me smile, and I needed that. you guys are great!!