Fri, Apr-30-04, 17:51
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Senior Member
Posts: 113
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Plan: "modified" atkins
Stats: 287/206/170
BF:
Progress: 69%
Location: OH USA
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Why do I feel....
so fat and ugly still?? I am losing weight, I know this for sure. It's just everytime I see a picture of myself, I cringe and wish I wasn't so fat-faced...It does not matter how much the weight is spiraling down...I look the same to me. My S/O tells me how beautiful she thinks I am everyday. Why can't I see it? All I see is a double chin and fat cheeks...It just looks so ugly to me...Ok...this all has to be hormonal...I am sitting here and can't stop crying. I just want to be able to look at myself and see what my woman sees....Alright...I have to stop now. My eyes are gonna be all puffy in the AM when I have to go to work. I just wonder...does anybody else feel this way? (Not puffy eyed in the AM), but rather, feeling bad about the way you look?
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