Right there with ya, but...

...maybe this is even more sad: I'm SCARED TO GO SHOPPING. I'm afraid that I'll find out I wear the same size still, and that the looseness of my current clothing is just that I have stretched them out over time (they are "stretch" jeans, so it is possible)... It helps that my DH and I are trying to save money right now, and I really shouldn't spend money on clothes that I hope to not wear for more than another 6 months, but I know I need to get over it and at least go out and try things on and figure out what size I am and if I'm just crazy thinking that I will find out I'm still the same size.