Sat, Sep-20-03, 20:19
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Senior Member
Posts: 986
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Plan: Atkins for now.
Stats: 135/?/115?
BF:Don't wanna know.
Progress: 15%
Location: RI
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I used to think there was. Anyone who's ever gone through jr high and highschool with a 32/34DD chest would know what it's like to constantly get stared at by scumbags. Especially dirtyold disgusting men in stores. I even had teachers staring at my chest. People would talk to me and their eyes drop down. I got fat at the end of highschool. Then I just got made fun of for being fat, but still got comments on my chest...
I hardly even wore makeup. Didn't like drawing any attention to myself. I wish people wouldn't look at me..it's very uncomfortable. Now I realize it doesn't matter what my face or anything looks like. I'm still going to get stared at by disgusting pigs no matter what I do. I realized this after noticing how guys look at the typical hot, skinny, girls and what they say about them. Hey there is a reason that most porn mail is for "barely legal"
(sorry, I think that's an overused example of why someone might prefer to be fat).
Despite what I just said, I agree. It was only part of my reason of never having any willpower.
I've done the same as Xplora, stuff the pain down after a death. gained 10lbs last year from losing my grandfather and my dog/baby 6 weeks apart.
If you have plenty of money to spend on clothes and places to be seen looking great, there must be more motivation than for many who know they will still have a minimal wardrobe and opportunity to go out.[/b]
This is one of my motavations. I have like no clothes now because I don't like the way clothes cling to me, the styles I like... I don't fit in. Although I never will untill I get a breast reduction..lol. But then on the other hand, I'm not into the clubs, and stuff like that where i would need a certain style so it doesn't really matter. I'm just..weird? =/
Last edited by SlimShAdY : Sat, Sep-20-03 at 20:24.
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