another week and another two pounds gone. Effortlessly. Sure I am doing Curves and sure I am sticking to the low carb reality. But that it is actually happening. That I am actually doing it! To understand how amazing this is. . .I need to take you back. . .
6 yrs ago I was a SAHM with three children under 5, no drivers licenses and my only friend was a woman whom I'd meet at the play ground in walking distance from my house. My life was one small block in one small town in the middle of a small state in New England. Then we moved to a small city. . .I started attending church. . .
got my drivers license. . .have had several articles published in a magazine on my art, my art has been featured in a book, I do demo's for the company that makes the clay I use in my art. . .and for the last year I have been doing solo singing and quartet singing. And I have a small part in a musical.
That was all pretty amazing to me. . .but this loosing weight thing. . .I figured finish my college degree and have grandkids before I ever lost weight. My Dad died fat. I know he felt less than because of his weight. And I know my weight bothered him. He was worried for my sake (mostly that my mate would abandone me. . .made me sad for my Dad. . .my dh and I are buddies. . .weight, no weight, we are togther)
at this point it is so hard not to put ones eggs all in one basket. . .I imagine suprising my brother. . .my in-laws. . .okay. . .that is a year away. . .for now I will be happy for the two more pounds lost. And try to remember the dance rotine for the musical. . .step right, step left, step right. . .redawn