well....here I am
how's everyone?
because of things beyond my control, I just restarted induction this week, Monday...so day 3 today and so far, yes weight is coming off, water weight of course. The big thing is that I'm not feeling so great right now. Headaches, a little woozy feeling, but it will pass right?? Got a strength ball, working on some toning exercises with it, and working on a schedule to get to the gym 2 nights a week and on the weekend. Ilike the treadmill and the bike, and if it's quiet enough I'll try some eliptical machines, as long as no one is there to see me spaz out on it.
At this point, I am pretty down. I saw a photo taken in December on my daughter's birthday, and it was scary. I cried, I was so disgusted. Who was that woman, 'cause it's not the way I used to look, that's for sure. My sister started on one of these 'Curves' type programs, curcuit exercises, 30 seconds a machine or whatever it is, for half an hour. If I have to listen to my mother talk about how great she looks one more time, I think I'll just bury myself in the snow and let the squirrels pick out my eyes and brains. My sister has no small children. My sister has time and money to spend on places like that. I work, and chase after 2 small children, one in school and one not. There is home to balance with work, and just to make life interesting, swimming lessons, piano lessons and dance lessons. There are school functions, parent teacher meetings, extra hours at work...you name it...plus, where do I get the money to go to one of these places? Well, there's my rant for this morning...
So basically, doing okay on the plan. mornings are either a 2 or 3 egg omlette, cheese, maybe mushroom or green onion and some fresh tomato. Lots of water too. Lunch is salad, and usually tuna. Again, lots of water. I've taken sliced celery or zucchini to work to snack on. Dinner is meat and a vegetable, green beens this week mostly. I've allowed myself some coffee at work, no sugar..splenda and I've allowed myself 1diet coke in the evening. Lots of water, lots of running to the bathroom. I walk the baby to the sitters every afternoon before I leave for work..It's not that far, but I get myself going with it anyway.
Well, time to get the baby down for a nap and do a little house cleaning before doing lunch and getting off to work. I think I might try and find a little time for a bath and some reading today, I think I could use it, I'm tired of being stressed out.
Hope you guys are doing well, Jessi it sounds like things are starting off great for you
way to go on the losses.
Touch base with y'all later.
Charlie