Thinking that all my friends and family are embarrassed to be seen with me in public and being embarrassed myself.

Not being able to buy sexy lingerie and shop at Victoria's Secret

Thinking everytime my husband doesn't want to have sex it's because I'm fat

Worried that the stewardess will say something about me hanging a bit over the seat and make me leave the plane or charge me for another seat when I don't have the $

Not wanting to go home (I live out of state) to see my family or family reunions because I don't want anyone to see me

Not going to class reunions

not putting pictures of myself on Fb because I'm too fat

Not being able to have more children because I'm too obese

Seats at the movie theater being too tight

having a yeast infection under my belly flap- SOOOOOO horrible!

Not being able to buy clothes at Sam's or at a regular clothing store. I am SO sick of Lane Bryant's & the Avenue!

Not going to Dh's Xmas party for work because I don't want anyone to see me & to embarrass him

Not being able to buy a bra at a regular store

*LOL* I keep having to edit because I think of more things...

Being sweaty all the time and being embarrassed- just from even grocery shopping and the skinny cashiers look at you like you're gross

Having people look at my shopping cart at the grocery store and then look at me like- Ohh... I know why she's fat....

Foot & back pain from being obese

Thinking that I'm not good enough for/to ___fill in the blank___ because I'm fat!

Hoping no one in my or DH's family dies so I won't have to go to the funeral and have anyone see me

Dreading the thought that Dh's family comes for a visit (from out of state)- they have NEVER thought I was good enough for him and all look down on me being fat.