Hi Wendy!
In TX with all that land, a couple of goatlets would do just great! They can be cheap if you hit an auction or watch a Thrift Nickle-type paper. We raise Nubians, which are papered "snob" goats...milkers from Africa. I swear they *know* they are pretty. And we show them which of course reinforces this.
I hope you can get a couple for your place...they are a hoot.
Goatmilk is highest in butterfat...still has carbs so I can't drink a lot, but man, does it make great ice cream! No, the canned stuff is awful! I've seen it in cartons recently, and I have no idea what that's like, but it's pasteurized which takes all the good stuff out. All that wonderful butterfat and nutrient content is pure when it's raw, as I like to say, "right off the goat's teat!" Goatmilk is also one of nature's most complete foods...there is a protein powder called "Goatein" that's outrageously $$$, but I'll bet it's pretty good for you since it's made with goatmilk.
From what you've said about your eating, yes, you may not be eating enough either. I was so used to a WW mentality that it was actually hard to get in my food...imagine! I read we should be eating 10-12 X our body weight in calories. For me that's a minimum of 2300 calories a day. I really can't even do that on this WOE, but I swear I am not hungry at all. Try going to fitday.com and entering in everything you eat for a couple of days and see just how much you are eating. After increasing my calories, the scale has started moving again, and I'm eating shakes and bars every day, just not more than one each.
Come visit my journal sometime...I've been trying to remember to write stuff like this down...and my fitday journal is at the bottom of my sig. I still need to update the rest of the weekend's foods.
badgoat