Hey Rachel, and anybody else reading this,

Let's just say I've had better days. Didn't sleep a wink last night, too upset about a friend. This morning, I switched on my SADlite, didn't realize it was doing the "fine flicker" thing until the eye throb and headache pounded at my brain. Hmmmmm.......

OK, nice bright sun out in morning, and mild temperature for a change. Made plans to go for long walk. While I was soaking in my bath, the clouds moved in and the wind began to howl. Thwarted that plan. Procrastinated over developing a concept and cast of characters for a play I'm supposed to write by next Weds. hahahahahahaaaa! I remind myself that I signed up for this course voluntarily. Read the news and international headlines on the web, posted here a couple times, got nothing done on play. Made a meatloaf for supper, took one bite and decided I'm going to stop eating beef for awhile. Does that ever happen to you?? One mouthful and I didn't think it would go down, and yet it sure smelled wonderful baking. Head was still pounding, and I wanted to go to bed. Eyelids felt like lead and my body felt like jelly. Decided that fresh air would be better. So, I went to the mall, surprisingly it wasn't all that crowded (thank god). Bought some stuff I hadn't planned to, AND bought replacement bulb for SADlite. Now I'm home, and I find it's the WRONG size bulb. Aaaargh

I tell you, I want to run away from home. Or maybe I should just fling myself off my balcony.

Doreen