Hi all. I think I found my motivation. (Isn't it wierd how, sometimes, you realize that you need something, and then it just *appears*?)

M'kay - about two years ago, my b/f and I were doing the long-distance thing for a while before I skipped town to come here and live with him. During that time, I was on my webcam a lot (NO, nothing kinky, you sickos! The cam image was public, and other than the occasional cuss word, totally 'G' rated. ) Last night, he mentioned that he saved many, many pictures from the cam. I had him send them to me.

Webcam software can be set to imprint the date, time, or any captions that you want to add. Many of the pics say something to the effect of "off on a road trip - bye!" or "I've been awake for 50 straight hours." It's like picking up an old journal, without even remembering that I had written it. It was a strange time in my life. I put the pictures in order, and I've gone through them about ten times already. It's been disturbing.

Anyway, to cut to the chase, there are pictures of me at around 120-125 lbs. Man, I couldn't stop staring at them. I couldn't believe it was me. <b>This is what I can do when I get my act together!!</b>