Oh, feel free to ramble anytime. That's mostly what i do these days whether I am talking or writing.
I didn't actually feel too guilty about my blow-out day, but my tummy was a little upset and yes my hunger was monumental as well! I think it was worth it though...everything tasted sooo good. And you are right, having that base to come back makes it a different game. I think being "bad" once in a while is healthy in it's own way. I mean, the longer you tell yourself "I can't have it, I can't have this or that" you are just going to want it more and more and crave it more and more. So, if it's always understood that you can have it and even do once in a while, I think it really helps things. I know some people who will never touch sugar in there life, but I just don't see the point of being that extreme unless you have a very serious health condition that demands it.
I am trying to make pemmican today and tomorrow. I am babysitting my brother today, so Jakob and I are at my mom's for a while. When I get back home I am going to dry the meat, and the butcher is saving some suet for me that I can pick up tomorrow morning. Have you ever made pemmican? I had it once when my grandmother made it.
Jakob is whiney today....he doesn't want to go to sleep since he's over here with his uncle Luke (his young ten year old uncle, it's so funny).
How's Rebekah doing?