Today was a BAAAAAD day for me. The stress of the past two weeks, along with being in a humongous stall, had me to the point that I didnt care anymore. Well, I woke up this morning with a burning desire for Mexican food. So, I got my wife and said we are going out for Mexican food. She tried to talk me out of it, but I was determined. I went, I saw, I ate.

Funny thing is, NONE of it tasted good to me (well, maybe the tortilla chips and cheese). I got sweet tea...YECCCH! WAY too sweet. Asked the waitress to bring me unsweetened...that's more like it. Ordered Burrito's Deluxe (two burrito's, one chicken, one beef, covered with guacamolie and sour cream). Bit into it and IT was sweet. Everything there was SWEET.

One thing that I figured out, I think, is that I don't WANT anything sweet anymore...it's just so sickening SWEET. I don't really want carbs anymore. I only want to get healthy and to lose this weight. I THOUGHT I wanted carbs and sweet tea, when in reality, I couldn't handle it.

So, I had a brief binge. I ate carbs today after almost a MONTH on induction. Maybe this will be the thing that will jar by body back to losing again. Whatever it did, it showed me that the WOE of Dr. Atkins is how I want to continue.

So, with that said, I fully expact 40 lashes with a wet noodle from you guys. Bash me, go ahead. I need the punishment. I was a bad boy today. Put me on restriction and take away my phone and TV privaliges. Do whatever it takes.

I screwed up. No two ways about it.