I woke up this morning and was 4 pounds UP after losing a over 10 pounds in the past two weeks. I am bummed out, discouraged, tired, and most of all just plain mad. I haven't cheated. I havent had anything that was bad for me. I was doing well...feeling good...loving this WOL. Now Im just not sure if it was ever meant for me to lose anything. I wonder if I am doomed to live like this.

I guess sometimes, when you get knocked off of the horse, you get back on and try again...but I am almost too tired of trying. JEEZE, I was doing so well!

<<<Walking away, sulking>>>