Ok guys, I need to vent! Here it is Christmas Eve, a night of good will to all and my fiance says "you look bloated in that shirt." Aghhhh!!!! I can't believe he said that. It was just today a coworker said I looked like I was losing weight, but apparently my fiance thinks I'm FAT. Don't get me wrong, generally he is very supportive and even makes me a low carb lunch everyday for work, but why did he have to say that. I am so sensitive. We're suppose to be going to my mother's tonight to celebrate the holiday, but I was so disgusted I stripped off my clothes and put on my nightshirt. I know I still have to go, but how can I enjoy myself feeling FAT. Everyone will be eating what they want and I'll be depressed. I hate that I have to be the one to have to always think what goes in my mouth. All I have to do is think of food and I gained 20lbs. And of course after his comment, I'll think nothing looks good on me and makes me look fat and wont be able to dress myself before Xmas Eve gathering