Hi!
Today is November 4, 2002 -- Monday.

Due to various problems - over indulgence of food and other excuses, I found my way (weigh??) back to where I originally started almost 1 year ago.

After being upset, beating myself up and feeling sorry for myself and of course, indulging in the many bags of candy for Halloween, I can to many realizations.

I spent the last week, totally angry with myself and of course eating more junky foods. Feeling lousy and being in a horrible mood. In addition, my Mom put her two cents in and made me feel even worse, "all that special ordering, food requests and then you go and do this to yourself???? What a waste."

Today, I have decided that enough to enough and I am coming back to this WOL. Oh, I know what is ahead of me....believe me I know. I am not looking forward to it, the headaches, craves and things, but I know that I was so successful in the past, that the hardpart is worth it. I have to re-learn the right way of doing things, drinking water and saying NO!!!! to the craves.

Sure, I am so scared of failure as I have done so many times in the past..............

But, today is day one.
Pam