This is the worst...

i've gained back (in about 3 weeks) all the weight (except two pounds) that i had lost previously...i was down to 144 and now am back up to 158.

and, my marriage is in trouble, my health is suffering....and
the reason i gained all this weight is because i've been drinking beeeerrr.
oh, yeah, that and i've gone off my diet completely.!



how self-destructive!


I'm VERY upset with myself...but...thank God I have a shrink (catherine, God bless her.)...and I am going out to talk to her today.

i thin i am on the brink of a divorce.

ce'la vie (no french spoke here, i'm afraid.)

back to 12 step meetings i go...
tail between my legs.