Yes, Rita - try really hard not to, okay? We all seem to know what it's like so if it's true that misery loves company, you've got that! It's really hard, I know, but hang in there and pop in here when you can - look how terrirfic these people in here have been and are! I've found so much comfort and strength in these forums that when I'm feeling down, I head right on over and always feel better when I'm done. Hang in there!!