Hey, what's wrong with me!?!?

I KNOW LC is good for me. I have tried before: I feel great, lose weight and love it. I started (again) 2 weeks ago, was doing really great and then POOF!! just blew it. Started again Monday, did ok and then... I dunno, I blew it again ...

I don't know what happens in my dumb brain. Maybe it's just that old habits die hard? Is that it? I feel like a slob... and every time it's back to square one! I really really wanna LC!! I really really believe in my heart of hearts that I'm a LC lifer: it's the only possible eating plan for me.

So what the heck's my problem!?!?!?

Sorry guys..
Liv