Now that I am so close to the 150's I feel like I am dreaming. I was always slim growing up and in my teens. When I was about 20 I started gaining weight slowly, at first it was ok then I remember the feeling I had when I got to 150! I was so ashamed and felt so ugly. I even had a boyfriend of 2 years break up with me, for that reason. He said that I was too heavy. It really devasted me and instead of trying to lose the weight, I just kept gaining.

Now 9 years later, I am married and have two beautiful children. I wouldn't change a thing. My husband thinks I am beautiful and now that I am seeing 150 getting closer I think that number is beautiful as well, I welcome it, kinda ironic isn't it.