Body Image.

There's a guy at work that keeps commenting at how much weight I've lost, and that I don't have any butt left.

I don't see that.

I look in the mirror at home - and I still see a fat person - and they're not just screaming to get out - they are there, in all their fatness.

If I don't see from the waist down - I can believe I've lost weight.

If I see the whole thing - especially from the side view - forget it - the old body image in my mind is coming back to haunt me.