Tue, Feb-25-03, 20:02
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Registered Member
Posts: 60
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Plan: Atkins
Stats: 211/204/135
BF:
Progress: 9%
Location: U.S.
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Trying to get back on track.. (LONG MSG!)
This is my first post to this forum. I lost the bulk of my weight (~40 lbs!) from the first of August to the end of October (roughly three months) and I was on Induction the entire time. Since then, I have faltered on and off (the holidays were wretched!) and have basically maintained within 5 pounds. Luckily I haven't gone back up!!
I started induction again yesterday (as I have several time in the last 15 weeks) but I am determined that this time it has to stick. I think that's why I joined the forum, to help me keep sane AND on track! I was doing so well before I took a trip to see my family around Halloween, and I let the Halloween candy do me in. Of course Thanksgiving soon followed, with Christmas and New Year's right behind, along with multiple birthdays since the first of the year (oooh birthday cake is dangerous, especially when you're the baker).
There are four people who know I'm changing to a LC WOL; my husband, two friends, and my grandmother. It has placed me behind a wall to some extent because I just look like a picky eater, or I eat dessert when I shouldn't. But so many people I know set everyone up for failure when they hear about a "diet," I would rather keep it a secret and try to work around the carbs. I did it successfully for 3 months, and then I let my taste buds take advantage of the holiday excuse.
I think that's another reason I have come to the forum -- I need to talk about food issues (be it recipes, hard times, or questions) with people who understand, since my support system is quite narrow.
I am 28, and have been heavier for about 6 years. At 22, for various reasons, I rose from 135ish to 170 within about 4 months. Since then I have fluctuated, first from 170 to 190, then from 173 to 230. My ultimate goal is to maintain between 128 and 135 lbs.
I hope to lose another 30 before August, or (ideally) hit close to my goal (60 lbs to go!). I want to get into some smaller clothes (soon) because I am still wearing the clothes from 40 lbs ago (tentlike linen tops and long skirts -- I can't wait to donate these things!!). In these clothes, no one can tell I have lost a single pound, and I'm not confident enough in my figure at this point to wear anything more revealing. The world will be surprised when I do, though!
Any thoughts or comments would be great; just knowing that someone out there cares means a lot!
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