LOOK HERE, MS. DOODLE, THIS HAS GONE FAR ENOUGH! I ALWAYS SO ENJOY READING YOUR POSTS AND THINK YOU SOUND LIKE A GREAT LAUGH, AND RATHER LIKE ME (THAT IS *NOT* MEANT TO BE AN INSULT
!). ALL THIS SELF-DEFEAT AND SABOTAGE ARE AWFUL, AREN'T THEY?
ANYWAY, I WAS IN THE LIBRARY THE OTHER DAY AND SAW THE BFL BOOK. I SAID TO MYSELF, "HEY! THAT'S WHAT DOODLE IS DOING" AND GOT IT OUT. NOW I THINK I'LL GIVE IT A GO, STARTING MONDAY WHEN HUBBY IS AWAY AT WORK, PERHAPS. I AM JUST LOOKING INTO IT TODAY, AND ISN'T SUNDAY THE REST DAY?
I FIND THE BOOK A BIT "AMERICAN" (SORRY, FOLKS) AND GUNG HO FOR AN ADOPTED SCOT LIKE ME
BUT I AM PERSEVERING WITH IT AND STARTING TO GET EXCITED
THE THING THAT CONCERNS ME IS THAT I AM SUCH A PERFECTIONIST. I HAVEN'T READ THROUGH THE EXERCISE BIT (SCANNED IT), BUT WITH THE M.S. AS IT IS, I HIT THE FATIGUE WALL *FAST* AND IF I PUSH PAST IT, I FALL OVER (THAT CAN BE LITERALLY!).
I AM GOING TO HAVE TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO MODIFY THE PROGRAM SO THAT I MANAGE IT BUT IT DOESN'T TRIGGER A RELAPSE. I WANT TO DO IT AND NOT KID MYSELF ON THAT I AM TOO FRAIL, BUT THERE ARE ALWAYS OBSTACLES (SELF-IMPOSED A LOT OF THE TIME), AREN'T THERE? FINDING WHERE TO GET HOLD OF A WEIGHTS ROOM IS ONE OF THE OBSTACLES. I HAVE 3 AND 5 LB. DUMBELLS AND AN EXERCISE BIKE AT HOME, AND ACCESS TO THE CAR A COUPLE OF DAYS A WEEK...
ANYWAY, I'M WAFFLING. THANKS FOR GETTING ME INTERESTED, DOODS. YOU'RE TREMENDOUS