Fri, Oct-19-01, 14:03
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Senior Member
Posts: 396
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Plan: my own
Stats: 164/125/125
BF:
Progress: 100%
Location: Dublin Ireland
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Great to hear from you all, I decided to jump right on in and just ask was there anyone else. I was sure there were, and am glad and relieved to be in touch about this. I have had OCD since I was a child, and it got progressivley worse with each pregnancy. but recently, in the last year, I have made a lot of progress and don't get those awful limb tingling panic attacks I'm sure you all know well. i am on prozac, and quite a bit, but not as much as some. 40 mg a day.... I know all of these king of medications are measured in different ways, some in hundreds, some in tens, and I know that the european measures can also differ. Anyway, it is 2 pills a day. I am not worried about the effect it has on my weight loss, as if there is an effect I will work around or through it. I am not ready to come off my meds at this time as I am only now enjoying a quality of life I have never known before. And more importantly, my kids and husband are. But I have found that since I started low carbing, a few of the old obsessions are finding there way into a ritualistic rourtne. I HAVE to use a ketostick every time I pee, we are talking a dozen times or more a day with all the water I am drinking... that's pretty expensive, but not the worst vice I guess. Also, I can see myself staying in induction for ever, as I would be so scared to eat any hidden carbs... this is also very deeply rooted in the anorexia I had in my teens. Oh dear, i read like such a neurotic mess, but believe it or not I am a very happy woman!. I I just want to nip this in the bud so to speak, I really want to enjoy this wol. I have never felt physically better, I just could do without the Lady MacBeth side. Thanks, sorry for ranting! Doods
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