Since the beginning of this year I've been going through a lot. To start with my 2 year relationship with my boyfriend ended out of nowhere. I have depression and 2 types of anxiety along with anxiety attacks. I watched my grandfather go through a horrible bout of cancer then die unexpectedly(we knew but not that soon). A couple weeks before he died my brother was sent away and I am only allowed to see him every 4 to 6 weeks(he was my best friend cant go into details for safety reasons). Sometimes I don't go see him because I can't handle leaving him. I fell in love with someone very hard and he has left. This really got to me hard. Now I find out my other brother may have cancer. These things just keep coming at me nonstop. How do I get through this? I'm already on medicine but every few days I just break down. I'm still making myself go to school and maintaing grades, so I'm ok with that. When I break down I just sit or lay there crying hysterically for hours and can't stop. Sometimes to the point where I have trouble breathing and a horrible headache after and my eyes burn really bad. Then I can deal for a few more days, then it happens again. Does anyone relate to this?