Hey Lori and Nicco, waiting on updates
Jazz, sorry on the neck and hope treatment goes well
My neck was a mess and only neck surgery helped, but it wasn't my neck, it WAS the mess but it made my right arm go dead. Dropped everything out of my hand, no power, elbow area in pain all the time and that 'tearing, ripping' feeling in the lower neck muscle on top of my shoulder area on the right side too. I ONLY WAS forced to have neck surgery cause my arm went totally useless and dead. But I got fixed. I had the 'good trouble' the surgeon said and by gosh the guy fixed me so......
I hope you aren't having any bigger issues!!! I never thought I had a neck issue to that level.
Yea, med school is cart blance for kiddo. I will pay it all. I said OMG on costs and she said she could take out loans and I said NO friggin' way. You want, you got it. Not like this is a bad thing for her if she truly pursues it, I can easily do the cash and will never deny it cause when I had my one and only I said I would cover all career n college costs for her to go into whatever field she wants debt free. I can do it easily.
Also key being I don't 'want' actually for anything anymore. I got house, rv, trucks, had my horses and other life I actually enjoyed, I am kinda content other than I DO want coastal but without the Chop on board I can't just move....or could I??; hmmm but jokes aside, I can do 'stay here for life' in new house and do one of 2 things. Do real rv travel and months on road doing what we want and 'come home' here OR I can sell rv and big truck, grab a $100k from that rig and just go buy a small condo right on the beach. I can handle an HOA charge LOL but key being I would just drive there, live for a month or so, whatever, how I want and 'come home'. So a small beach condo as secondary vacay home would cover me on 'living at the coast' ya know and I would be fine with it in a way.
again in a bigger pic I don't care about it all but I kinda want what I want but in the end, I know compromise is gonna have to go down ya know......but also in the end I don't really put tons of value on it as in make me or break me kinda thing.
YOU KNOW what I do want. A clear vision that is OVER!!!! I want to 'have what I will have' and be settled into that lifestyle til the grave and then just let kiddo sell it all, cash out, and live just as she wants in her retirement yrs.
I don't require much, but one thing I do want, is JUST HAVING it settled and not in a friggin' flux all the time.....getting on my nerves LOL well, last nerve, don't have many left to be strumming and annoying me from anyone now HAHA
eh, like I said, I will just let it happen as it happens
what else can I do in the end. More I try to control, being the super control freak I am, the more out of control I get......time to think gypsy/hippie time and let it all go and say screw it....whatever
eh
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boy cats to vet soon for rabies
kiddo going to cause we gonna stop at Dollar General for a few items she wants for Uni.
the home to do ---- nothing for me LOL I don't wanna, ain't gonna
then tomorrow is hair cuts for us at 11 and after I think kiddo said she wants to head back to Uni maybe. Next week classes cancelled also but after that she should be back on full regular.
ok off I go to let more trouble find me, honestly people I don't look for it, it just happens to set right on my doorstep and waits for me to open the door. Doom at Your Service
be good today