Becky - that's sweet!

Koko, I agree with what everyone else has said, but I'll throw in a curve ball: is there something else going on? Something more complicated? I only suggest that because that's sometimes the case with me. I used to be the QUEEN of throwing Pity Parties For One over my Ghastly, Blatantly-Obvious-to-the-World Physical Imperfections, and this serves as a really convenient excuse to push people away. At one point, I dieted my way down to extreme thinness, then realized, "damn: now what excuse am I going to use?"