It is a big change - I'm thinking about those changes now as I go through my fifth restart. Emotional issues derail me but I have to do it now...can't keep denying what is in front of me. While I won't look radically different, I'll be perceived as different...maybe. I'm doing this going into fall and winter with all those sweaters and coats. But it will be different. I don't when I will see it. You know, we are hardest on ourselves. And this is a very visible journey to undertake so being anxious about what we see in the mirror is only natural.