If we knew how seldom people thought of us we wouldn't worry so much about what they thought of us. Get over it and go go enjoy yourself. I am a fat stroke survivor and can only doggy paddle but I love every minute in the water. I remember very clearly being slimmer and looking pretty good and being able to swim much better but I don't remember being any happier. If you are a big person the people around you know that no matter what you wear. Don't let your pride ruin your life.
be well
Art