Thanks to both of you. Werebear, I love what you had to say about not wanting to change. Change is hard, I stay where it is comfortable and secure. The unknown is well...unknown! Anything could happen. but on the other hand I could stay there and then NOTHING would happen. I guess I need to choose my path! Kaylakala - Thank you for confirming I'm not alone. I did it so far. And now that I've actually eaten, I feel much better. Sometimes, i just need someone to tell me..I'm not the only one. And when two people so near their goals chime in, it gives me hope. Thanks!!