Wow, that was really whiney. I am grateful that I can walk down the hall, that I have a job I can physically manage, that there is a pool that opens at 0530 and that I have the money to go there. The job opening came up just when I got cleared to go back to work so I am really grateful.

I'm just afraid the blood tests I'm getting today will show an infection and I will have to start all over again. I am strong tho, and I will be able to do it.