Thank you all for responding to me. Yes I guess I do know that it is my own fault. I am truly an addict. When I am off the wagon, I just can't seem to get back on. I have already had pizza (well it was a leftover and I did need to feed my son and husband), and I had a turtle choc...X2..(well it was just sitting there a gift from my Aunt - and I cannot let them go to waste).

I can rationalize every excuse in the book. I just seem to be too stupid to stick with anything!

I am going to try to do the before the cruise so at least I do not gain even more. Then hopefully when I get back I can stick to the program properly.
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Thanks again for responding. I do need a kick in the pants - so to speak