I know how you feel. One of my best friends told me I should go jogging after I hadn't seen him in months! He was like "are you sad that you're past your prime?" He refers to the time when I was anorexic as my "prime". What a dick! As if all I had going for me was my looks. People can be very shallow but there are also those who will support and love you no matter what. Hang in there and love yourself everyday no matter what.