:I was doing very well -- 4 perfect days in a row. I got up last night and atre a bunch of Oreos. I wasn't hungry or feeling deprived. I just did it. Sometimes I think there is a "fear of success" that makes me do self-destructive things.

Anyway I read a bunch of posts about cheating and getting over it. I am back on track and hope to continue the good work that preceded my cheat.