I can definitely relate to what you're saying. We have such a warped sense of our bodies. But they belong to us and are us! It is a weird feeling to feel like a "normal" person. To be in control. To not be constantly fighting yourself or putting yourself down. To say, "you know what, I'm OK. We go through stages of growth and for some the journey is harder than for others, especially when you have to deal with a weight (overweight) issue.

I too can see curves and definition taking shape. My legs are starting to look like legs and I have an indentation at my waist. It's a long journey. Let's do it together. I'm here for you.