Hi~ I am sorry to hear about your loss, all the more to treasure your child. Our baby is 11 mo. old today,& is challenging my current fitness level She is walking, & on her way to running & she must have inherited my genes for climbing,because she wants to climb *EVERYTHING* these days... (hubby doesn't like heights,when I was younger-the higher the tree-the more fun it was) I am just starting as well,doing a sort-of countdown to induction thing,which I plan on starting the 20th. I am finding this place is a God-send as far as ppl who are supporting,and who KNOW what it is like to have a carb problem. I look forward to talking with you... God bless you and yours~