Hmm it was a combination of many things really and I'm not sure I can attribute them all. In a nutshell...I had to move to NC right before middle school and I was depressed. Then I never really "fit in" in middle school and got even more depressed. Though I I had some friends, all male of course, I got rejected every time by girls...guess it kept packing on as a result.

In highschool I gained a newfound respect for self reliance, determination, and self improvement and devoted myself from Sophomore year and on to bettering myself. Now in my second semester of college I've nearly met my goals after doing Atkins off and on and finally returning, this time to stick it out, this past January.

Ironically now that I'm nearly at my goal some of those girls are at my university are coming to realize now want me...I obviously don't give them the time of day .