Definitely get some professional help. I denied that I had an eating disorder for five years and I've done major damage to my body. My doctors constantly are checking me for signs of premature osteoporosis, cancer of the throat from purging, the enamel on my teeth is very weak, and my metabolism has taken a couple of years to get back on track. I'm one of the lucky ones because I admitted I had a problem and sought treatment early, by the time I was 18 years old. Get help before it's too late, you will be SOOO glad you did!