Hi Damaraq and Lisaf,

really thank you for the prompt replies.

...i don't know what to say...I have been fighting the problem for a long time.......i didn't have the eating disorder problem when i first started the diet around 2 years ago when i get to my ideal weight....that's why i thought it might be a good idea if i start the diet again.

i am well aware of my problem and am taking every positive step to pick myself up...i know i care too much about my "appearance"...

let me give it a try one more time...with time and an adjusted lifestyle, i am sure my eating disorder will go away, as it did, some years ago...

Once again, i thank you for your concern

Ally (bibu, my new malese puppy's name )