Hello
First off, I dont think you lose 100 lbs from luck !!!! Dont put yourself down so much! Everyone has crappy days and you at least are recognizing you dont want to get back to the 200s! That is a start in itself.

I agree with Teri. You should read LILWANNABE journal. She is my friend and she was just talking the other day about how she feels weird since peopel are starting to notice her weight loss. Maybe you have a fear of losing or getting to your goal.

You also have to think of LC as a WAY OF LIFE...not a DIET. You arent just going to lose all your weight and then be able to eat pizza and ice cream again with everyone! Yes, it is more expensive, but (and not be negative) it will be VERY expensive to visit the Dr all the time for problems with your body if you eat all that high carb mess.

Give yourself some credit for coming this far. Go see a counselor or talk to someone about yoru internal issues-you might be able to resolve some of the "rebel" of this WOE.

Good luck
Vicki