July 2

Went to Mount Doug today...Did not go as far as I went last time I was there...but I give myself credit...because I didn't want to go at all. Today is a sad day for me...I have been thinking about a lot of shit that has happened in my past...so I walked along time...I am glad I did it...I stayed mostly on flat ground...let R and Puppy go up...I just wanted to be by myself...and with god...and think...I felt a bit better after the walk...but still feel very blue...

Walked a good hour and fifteen mins...proud of that!