I finally got up the courage to weigh myself, and I weigh 165 lbs! I've never been so heavy in my life, I am so horrified! *cries* I figure I need to lose about 60 lbs. (though I will probably be gaining some muscle, I'm starting to do weights) At 5 lbs a month, it would take me a whole year. It seems like such an insurmountable task. I'm kicking myself for letting myself get so fat, I got down to 135 at one point!

Dad and I are grocery shopping tommorrow or Tuesday (I'm pushing for tommorrow!), and starting the next day. I am disgusted with myself and can't wait to start, even if it means carb withdrawal!

Thanks for letting me vent.

~Dollygrrl~