Looks like you could use a big hug. Don't be so hard on yourself...stress is the number one factor for falling off eating plans and restarting old habits..including smoking.

It's time to find you some strength.

First of all...go through the posts for all those that need support to stop smoking...

Secondly...go through all the yummy recipes...you may be surprised on how much you really miss this woe.

Thirdly...give your husband a hug...this will help you both.

Have you goneto the doctor over your toe....and maybe you should tell your doctor about all this stress you have. I bet he/she will be able to help you.

Will you start a journal? My journal has everything in it.....what I eat and how I feel...what's going on in my life. Journaling helps relieve stress.

The last thing you need is to be hard on yourself.....give yourself a break hun. YOu of all people deserve it.

Warm hugs....cin