I appreciate your replies. I am horrible at addictions. I smoke about 2 packs a day. I also take medication that I can't seem to get off of. I guess I can add carbs and sugar to that list.

Not to take a morbid turn on you guys but I guess I will just live with that fact that most likely I will expired due to lung cancer, diabetes or some heart condition. All this dieting, withdrawls from everything, increased anxiety etc just isn't worth it to me. I applaud your strength in wanting to change something about yourself and to be able to do so. I lack this will power and will simply live with whatever the end result may be. Who knows, perhaps my DNA is strong enough to resist all these things.

Bottom line is we are all going to die someday. To me it doesn't seem worth to spend most of my life going through withdrawls, anxiety and carb counting.

Again sorry to drop the morbid bomb here.