It's Friday morning, with heavy thunderstorms and well my mood pretty much matches it.

I am unsure how to feel at the moment. You see I found some files on my computer that leads me to believe my darling adorable hubby has been flirting with an online female.

Not sure when or how he met her. I have noticed they chat a lot during the day and evening. From what I have seen it was pretty harmless, until after I go to bed at night. Should I be worried that he asks her if she got "any" last night? Should I be concerned when he comments "he did" and "she should have met him before he got married?".

Something tells me things are about to get very bad at the homefront. Something tells me I am about to hit rock bottom and my heart bashed against the rocks battered into a thousand pieces.

I am really unsure what to do or think. All I know is for the first time in 3 years I feel as if I am about to die.