Hiya, FA... You should be nice to yourself and change your nick to something more politically correct, like "Gluteally Endowed" or "metabolically Gifted".

On a more serious note... Good luck to you, and don't succumb to the either/or thinking - either everything's going perfectly or you're off the wagon and that's the end of that. If you make good decisions most of the time, you'll be fine! Bonus: your gal is with you on it! I do all the cooking, so My b/f's been partially LCing without knowing it. He probably thinks I "forgot" to buy bread, and I suddenly really enjoying making him omelettes and sausages for breakfast.