Hi Jess,

Believe me when i say i can truly relate to that failure feeling. it is just so darn hard to change your thinking and your woe and everything else that goes along with it. Sometimes i wish i could just erase all of the garbage i have in my head about dieting and food and self image and start over with a clean slate. Like from childbirth!lol!

i know from experience that you have to start over right away. Don't give up. Just keep trying Jess and i'll be right there with you trying until i learn how to keep this wol.

I am sorry you had an eating disorder. but i think that our minds are stronger than our emotions. We just have to learn to control them. i am an emotional bad habit eater.
But don't give up. if it's any consolation to you you are not alone.
There are many of us out there and i am certain there are many of us who have been successful.
Hang in there!!
Jojoagogo