I must be missing something...

Thin, Your note touched me. I know how it feels to lose your grasp on the determination and drive and special mindset that's required to make a major change in life, such as your WOE.

I think it's even more bitter when you've had it but lost it. And even harder to regain.

But your success is all the evidence you need that you ARE capable!

My suggestion would be to find some quiet time to reflect upon what it was that made you get started before and evaluate why that/those reasons are no longer important. Something is going on and you'll need to be open to investigating what it is.

I hope you can recover the mindset and continue your transformation!

And LCDave...

"The real will power and strength comes from people dealing with failure, not from easy success.

Those people that can go on this WOL and get to goal, and never stray or fall of the wagon - They really aren't dealing with anything too challenging. "

I have to disagree. I haven't fallen off the wagon and my determination growns stronger every day. It in no way indicates that my life is easy or that I don't face daily challenges. It's not, and I do.

Donald