Oh no..you poor thing! What a dreadful thing to happen! I don't mean this to sound trite, I seriously don't - but what helps me is I tell myself when things like this happen - which they do to me ALL the time..lol..."This too will pass" and really, truly, everything does pass in time! Oh I don't suppose that is much comfort now for you but I do mean well. It's helped me through a lot - an awful lot!
Well, take care and feel better soon - really sorry to hear your bad news and truly I can understand your frustration.